Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Can of Worms!

Have you ever felt like you had just opened a can of worms...

God, i am feeling really frustrated right now!

You knew that by doing what you were doing it was going to open that can of worms...

I really don't know what to do right now God!

Someone else was pushing you to do what was going to open that can of worms that either didn't think that, or didn't realize that this wasn't going to be as easy and straightforward as they thought and wanted.

What now God?

I was fighting it and trying to avoid it like the plague, and yet all i could come up with is excuses for not getting it done.

AAAAAArrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhh!!!

It's not that it didn't need to happen, because it did. But, now everything has gone from settled and semi-stressed to massively stressed and all over the place.

God, you know how much i hate these kinds of things!

I hate feeling like i'm burning bridges and creating major problems for myself and others, especially when it is unnecessary (not that this wasn't necessary eventually).

God, You know I hate causing major problems for myself and others.

I just don't know what to do right now. I feel like a deer caught in the headlights; unable to move forward, unable to go backwards, but if i stay where i am, i'm road kill.

Lord, please give me the wisdom that i need to make the right decisions.

It's just so aggrevating and frustrating because i knew that something like this was going to happen. I let myself not just walk right into it, but bring it into being.

What am i doing? What are you doing? Whose fault is this God? Did i create this problem for myself? Is this part of some plan You have? What is going on!?!

I don't know what to do right now, and i hate not knowing!

Yes, i know God. When you have shown me what's going on, i have tried to make it happen in my own power instead of trusting in and obeying You, and that always ends in a major mess. But... aaarrrggghhh!... You know how much i hate this kind of thing! What am i/are we supposed to do?

At this point, all i/we (myself & my family) can do is pray and attempt to make the right choices.

Lord, give me... no wait, give us the wisdom we need to sort through the mess and take the right steps. We know that no matter what happens, you're in control. Thank You. In the name of Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I have been out of touch lately. It has been difficult. The place was isolated and lovely. I didn't realize how much I had come to depend on my cell phone. But, I'm back in Olean. Hugs to you all. Even in it all Jesus is there directing traffic. HE knows the route, and He won't get you lost. I hope that helps with your frustration a bit. Alison